Dear Friend

I need pills to remain me that i still alive
I need drug to remain me that there's some happiness out there
I need you to remain me that life's shit
that nothing last forever
that people change
I need to find some place where I'll can be
safe, loved, happy, peaceful
somewhere out there,
some place where the shadows of your smile
where the sound of your voice
and the smell of your hair don't bother me anymore..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />
I cant see the difference between being
with or without you in my life
you made me cry when you were here
you made me strong being away
you made me suffer, die in life
for days and nights
I still thinking about that day
when you walkway of my life
when you said those words
who was that person?
Who made me feel that way?
the one thing that change my life for good
the one thing that show me that the world wasn't that bad
now is turning my life into a living hell
you might change my life,
you might destroy it
but I wont give up
I wont be on the ground
not anymore
not again
If there's something that I'd learn
Is that sometimes you have to fight
You gotta move on
Keep living, even if it's hard
Nothing should stop you
I miss you, I won't deny it
I need you, it's obvious
I'll forget you, I hope so
I won't give up on you
You already did it
But there's something in there
There's love in your heart
Also hate, anger and lies
Did I say that I was sorry?
Yes, I think I did
Did I tell you that I'm meaningless without you?
A hundred times
Did I hear that you care about it?
Not once
You might keep living
You might keep telling yourself more and more lies
I know that somehow you'll be here
I don't care if you will never come back again
I'll find you somehow somewhere
You might think about me
You might miss me
But you'll never come back
I gave you everything
I destroy my proud, myself
Something that I'll never do for anyone
You totally broke me
You turned myself into another person
I was lost and I still lost but at least I'm so much better
You might not care but I'm here for you
Even if you won't see me
I'm here for you
I still care about you
And from now what happen to this it's you call
Remind me how it feels like…
Good Luck
Dear Friend
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